Here I am at 34 years of age and I still have a deep deep desire to rebel. What's wrong with me? I don't really NEED to rebel, nobody is holding me back, others opinions shouldn't matter to me any more but yet I sit here fuming over something that happened recently and it just makes me want to dig in my heels and change everything around just to show this person that her opinion doesn't matter to me. GRRRR why do I feel like this? Maybe it's because I wasn't a rebellious teenager, maybe I'm just making up for lost time but really I'm annoyed with myself that I feel this way.
This women had the nerve to tell me how glad she was the Jackson was in school. That's all she said and this is how I take it. I just don't want HER to think that him being in school has any thing to do with her opinion. I know I need to chill but seriously, it drives me crazy that there might even be the slightest inkling that she believes that. I think I need one of Jenny's magic pills or maybe just some friends to flank me.